Heartless; that's what they say I am..but little do you know that someone broke ma heart in to bits and pieces, so tiny that I haven't finished collecting them even after a year and a half! I promise; I'll be the good fella I used to be the moment I glue the pieces together...
I tried and I tried hard to speed up but the harder I try the tougher it becomes to make things right... Please bear with me for speaking my heart out because so many good friends have kept telling me "do not show that you're sad- forget it and start afresh!" It cannot be done with the same ease as saying it!
Attempts were made to start again but none were up to the mark and I've started wondering whether anyone could outmatch THE Girl! I hope for my sake that I am terribly wrong and that there are actually better women in existance...
I may have been rude to you, I may have told you off and I dont blame it all on a broken heart...getting pissed off is in my genes I know- but I beg to stress on this- I was a better fella..and I promise you this; I'll be my normal self when the wounds heal....they say time is the best medicine but they dont tell me what the appropriate doze is!
But onething I must set out clearly- I do not regret a single minute of the loveliest four years of my life! All the tears that followed; I bore happily because the beauty of it was well worth the pain that followed! I still dream about her and will continue to do till the last day of my life...Rod Stewert said the "first cut is the deepest" and I beg to agree and not to differ; strange but it's as normal as the darkness that prevail in the night! or the darkness in my heart for that matter...
Well, I'll tell you how this note came in to being...The first few lines were going to go in to my status update but I thought better of it and decided to do a little note thingi! I didnt know how I was going to start it but I started it somehow;the note that is- and it will end abruptly as I am no poet...
with love as always......
I tried and I tried hard to speed up but the harder I try the tougher it becomes to make things right... Please bear with me for speaking my heart out because so many good friends have kept telling me "do not show that you're sad- forget it and start afresh!" It cannot be done with the same ease as saying it!
Attempts were made to start again but none were up to the mark and I've started wondering whether anyone could outmatch THE Girl! I hope for my sake that I am terribly wrong and that there are actually better women in existance...
I may have been rude to you, I may have told you off and I dont blame it all on a broken heart...getting pissed off is in my genes I know- but I beg to stress on this- I was a better fella..and I promise you this; I'll be my normal self when the wounds heal....they say time is the best medicine but they dont tell me what the appropriate doze is!
But onething I must set out clearly- I do not regret a single minute of the loveliest four years of my life! All the tears that followed; I bore happily because the beauty of it was well worth the pain that followed! I still dream about her and will continue to do till the last day of my life...Rod Stewert said the "first cut is the deepest" and I beg to agree and not to differ; strange but it's as normal as the darkness that prevail in the night! or the darkness in my heart for that matter...
Well, I'll tell you how this note came in to being...The first few lines were going to go in to my status update but I thought better of it and decided to do a little note thingi! I didnt know how I was going to start it but I started it somehow;the note that is- and it will end abruptly as I am no poet...
with love as always......
